this scares me.

this scares me.

i decided that i'm going

i decided that i'm going to learn guitar. i practiced a bunch tonight, on my sister's guitar and with her well worn chord sheet, and i think i'm doing ok so far. i can play here comes the sun, albeit rather slowly. i'm working on fake plastic trees, too, but that f#m chord is tripping me up. i just don't understand how anyone could contort their fingers into that position.

and damn, do my fingers hurt.

i never thought i'd say

i never thought i'd say this, but i really can't wait for school to start. i miss my friends and this temping bull***t is driving me insane.

i'm such a geek.. i'm

i'm such a geek.. i'm working on another redesign. this will take me a while though, it's a little more complicated in terms of graphic headers and such. i should make a lot more progress after this weekend, since all my program design work will be done by then.

new blog links to your left.

YAY, i got a 44

YAY, i got a 44 out of 50 on the multiple choice secion of my history final!!! now i just have to wait for my scores on the essays.....

anyone wanna buy me a

anyone wanna buy me a present?

so, i'm in togo's last

so, i'm in togo's last night, getting some dinner, and the guy making my sandwich, says, "so, did you go to florida?"
(of course, i'm wearing a phish shirt, so i know immediately what he's talking about. it's like a secret society...)
"no," i said, "i didn't. i did go to vegas last fall, though."
we chat a moment about phish, i pay for my sandwich, and then i realize ... that i have two sandwiches.
i ordered one, i paid for one, and i had two.

strange.

scotts valley is a really

scotts valley is a really nice place, but every time i go there i get lost. so annoying. but i did get to fill up my tank for only 1.50 a gallon! amazing!!

whee, off to see shakespeare.

dammit, i missed the real

dammit, i missed the real world again this week... two weeks in a row! now i have to remember to tape on saturday to get those 2 episodes.

exciting discovery of the day

exciting discovery of the day - you can buy a dozen noah's bagels at costco for three dollars!

i've recently discovered nervousness.org. it's

i've recently discovered nervousness.org. it's pretty damn cool... i can't wait to start an object!!

i am excited to be

i am excited to be working in theater this summer, even though it is indirectly. although, i think by volunteering to do program design for three shows that happen within three weeks of each other i have slightly over comitted myself. ;-)

it seems to me, that

it seems to me, that most of my life, i have always made a huge effort to be a good friend. i think, that because of this, i have never had a shortage of friends in my life. a few have come and gone quickly, others have stuck around a bit longer, and i've managed to keep one good friend for my whole life... all 22 years of it.

but there are times, when for some reason or another, i feel that my efforts are one sided. that regardless of my continued attempt to keep my friendships going, what i'm giving is not coming back to me. maybe it's just a bad day, and maybe i'm overreacting, but i get this feeling much too often to think that it's just my over-charged emotions.

and i wonder how long i'll have the stamina to keep making that effort.

cusak for president? hell, i'd

cusak for president? hell, i'd vote for him.
{link stolen from nextdraft.}

i... am... so... damn... tired.

i... am... so... damn... tired. after staying out WAY too late the night before a seven hour work day, every single person i had to deal with at work today was a complete and total moron. either that, or really f-ing annoying. i think i'm going to crawl into bed now.